You might have noticed that I have been absent of late. For that, I apologize. Things are really difficult for me personally right now, and the hardest part is that even the thing that has always gotten me through the worst times of my life, baseball, can’t heal the brokenness that I feel inside.
There is no joy in my life. I can’t pretend to be excited about hot stove transactions or what silly things my favorite players have posted on Twitter. I’m not even paying attention so much to Moose Watch, because right now I am numb to everything except a never dulling pain that won’t end.
There are a few articles I have been working on, and I’ll post those when they are completed. I feel an obligation to you all. You’re all good people, and I care very much about this site. I just might be pretty quiet for a while so that I can either feel something again, or I can not feel anything.
From my heart, I wish you a holiday season surrounded by people who put light in your heart, whoever that might be. And if you’re like me, and that light has gone out, then I wish you a measure of peace, and I wish the same for myself.